Weird relationships.

Today,we quarrel today. Im not sure what i did was wrong or right and made her ignore me. Im mad with her that time.Well, im not interested with the topic they discussing. but the other end's topic attracts me as well.
Maybe was my tone problem, she ignored me after i suggested what i thought wass right.
And for sure pei is the only one i would like to talk to. She listens many from me, cool me down somemore.
She told me i shouldnt ask to change place with her.

Sometimes,  I think im tolerate enough when mixed with them. Sometimes i should says out what am i thinking without looking at ppl face, without cares about ppl's feeling.
Thats CRUEL.

I dont know whats right whats wrong right now. Feel that i did everything wrongly.

I'll going mad one day.


Well, everything settled after she asked me something. We can still chit-chatting happily just like doesnt happen anything.

We have weird relationships. We are good friends? We are best friends? or just normal friends?


this is the best question ever. Nobody knows the answer.
Maybe she knew it.


Everyone has Self-esteem isn't ?
Why the world has ppl who hurt ppl's heart by saying out all those stupid words?
Maybe they felt they are doing jokes, sometimes jokes are jokes..==+
They can laugh very loud after hurting ppl and think that they did the right things.
If im in good mood, i will laugh with you.
But i will remember one single word you said just now. Its hurt me, but they are friends, if my face turned black ,for sure there will be a rift in our friendship.

Its hard to solve these problems. Many problems are popping out, and i dont know which one i should solve first.



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LOVE AND LIKE.

i loves him? I likes him?
I pretend to be likes him very much but........honestly im not.
More and more rumours popping up if i dint do something.
Thats why i think i should do something to cover these rumours by saying i likes him.
Ok,he is quite good looking and suit my style.
but..... now isnt the time to talk abt these.
This complicated problem let us solve in colleges.
Maybe that time we are mature enough to solve it.

I still remembered i laughed my sister before.
''haha , ur first love is in 20-yearold.''
''isn;t it should happen during secondary school? you are really fail!''

i laughed her.
ANd now, i should laughed at myself.

The MR RIGHT is hard to find.

Nvm...i will find my soul mate one day, I believe, i pray.


Girls please dont accept anythings easily from boys.  My mom's edvice for my sis and me.
Hahahaha.. mum i know how to spell SHAME.
i have money then i will buy it... if i dont have money. i will think my ways to buy it, but not accept it form boys who i doesnt like.

hahha pls fong sham.

No point for today. Just write my feelings. XD